love is the only thing that keeps you from living your life but, as itends your heart is broken in 2 and you stop talking 2 everyone and you fell alon. first i will tell you what happened to me and why i am telling you this.
well i fell in love with this boy and we were great friends and we said we were would never like each other we were friends for a long time we talked about every thing. things from what we do when we got home to whats your family like.every day we say each other we leared more about each other. till one day he said he liked me. it went on for a few weeks for him to finley ask me out. the next day we went on a feild trip on the way back we got dared to hold hands all the way back to school we looked at eachother zand said" ok whatever." and we had to for maybe 1 hour. things were fine till he said would i hurt your fellings if i brock up with you/ i my self said no to not hurt him. they say if you really love someone that you wont brake yoour heart then theres thats what happened. we still talked after that.then i got to my grandmas and just said i csnt it any more and just sat and cried for 2 hours i realy loved him.
the days went bye and i just hoped something would happen. i was so cought up in him i didnt konw i was going to make someone else fall in love with me so weeks went by then mouths. befor i now it was a mouth since he broke up with me. after this a guy i made fall in love with mee asked me out. i had lost hope in my ex boyfriend to get me back so i said yes why not. a first i used him to get my ex back (take from me dont use another guy to get one back they will just fall in love with you)but i said it wasnt working so whatever and out of no where this gut asks me out. little did i not my ex still liked me and he would he asked me out if i wasnt goimg out with the other guy. so i was so cunfused. i asked everone what to do and they said the same thing i dont know what does your heart say or who do you like more.
since saterday of last week i have had a lot on my mind and no not my boyfriend. on sunday this week i had the werdest dream. i was on the bus with my ex and then me boyfriend came and we were talking this made my ex sad then my boyfriend left. so my my ex were taleing then we just stoped. he rote me note and it said i know you know i still like you and i know you like me too but,there are times when two people who like eachother cant be together like you have a boyfriend. just here this words kepp it out of you sweet loveing careing mind that we cant be together but always remeber i will always keep a place for you in my heart. i love you goodbye forever and left. as i got off the bus i cried and said i love you to goodbye. he has been on my mind since like last night me and my friend were texting eachother last night and i was youtube.com and we were crying and so sad because we miss our exs.
i thought a lot last night and all i can say is i found out what i want but i am not telling
